| Monday, March 19th, 2007 |
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| Thursday, February 22nd, 2007 |
| 12:20 pm |
Passing the word...
Sgt. Patrick Stewart was a soldier and a decorated hero. He served this country well. He was killed in action. He is entitled to a military burial. This much is uncontested. The problem is that he and his family happen to be Wiccans. His family has requested a simple pentacle symbol upon his head stone – the symbol of his faith. They have been DENIED!! The Upper Midwest Pagan Alliance believes this to be completely unjustified and unfair. UMPA has put together this public ritual for 2 reasons. 1) To honor Sgt. Patrick Stewart for his commitment and service to our country as a fellow pagan, and a soldier. 2) To help educate the general public in who and what we are – Proud Pagans! YOU NEED NOT BE A PAGAN TO ATTEND THIS RITUAL!! You just need to be one who believes in freedom of religion, tolerance for different cultures and believes, and the proper honoring of our fallen soldiers. By their blood we have the rights that we do, like our right to peacefully protest! To learn more about what UMPA is doing, and to read any details you wish regarding the ongoing case of Sgt. Patrick Stewart, please visit our website at: http://umpaganalliance.com |
| Tuesday, February 20th, 2007 |
| 11:18 pm |
 Area-51® 7500
Processor: Intel® Core™ 2 Duo E6400 2.13GHz 2MB Cache 1066MHz FSB Operating System (Office software not included): Genuine Windows® Vista Home Premium Chassis: Alienware® P2 Chassis with AlienIce™ 3.0 Video Cooling - Space Black Chassis Customization : Alienware® Standard System Lighting - Fusion Red High-Performance Liquid Cooling: Alienware® Standard System Cooling Motherboard: Alienware® Approved NVIDIA nForce 680i SLI Motherboard Memory: 1GB Low Latency DDR2 Performance SDRAM at 800MHz - 2 x 512MB System Drive: Single Drive Configuration - 250GB Serial ATA 3Gb/s 7,200 RPM w/ 8MB Cache Storage Drive: Additional Storage Drive - 250GB Serial ATA 3Gb/s 7,200 RPM w/ 8MB Cache Primary CD ROM/DVD ROM: 18X Dual Layer DVD±RW/CD-RW Burner w/ Nero Software Secondary CD ROM/DVD ROM: 18X Dual Layer DVD±RW/CD-RW Burner Graphics Processor: 512MB NVIDIA® GeForce™ 7950 GT Power Supply: Alienware® 700 Watt Multi-GPU Approved Power Supply Monitor: No Monitor Sound Card: High-Definition 7.1 Performance Audio Keyboard: Alienware® USB Full-Size Keyboard Mouse : Alienware® Optical 3-Button Mouse with Scroll Wheel Warranty: 1-Year AlienCare Toll-Free 24/7 Phone Support w/ Onsite Service AlienRespawn: Alienware® Respawn Recovery Kit Alienware Extras: Alienware® Mousepad Alienware Extras: AlienInspection - Exclusive Integration and Inspection - $100 Value - FREE! Alienware Extras: AlienWiring - Exclusive Internal Wire Management - $100 Value - FREE! Free Alienware® T-Shirt: Free Alienware® T-Shirt - Black
Oh yes... it will be mine. Current Mood: meh |
| Saturday, February 17th, 2007 |
| 2:06 pm |
Damn straight... | You scored as Zoroastrian Pagan. The Zoroastrian Pagan is a rare breed who follows the teachings of Zoroaster, the religious reformer. He believed that there were no gods, and it was naive to put faith in them and give them names. What one should focus on is merely serving one side of the cosmic duality; work on good or light deeds, and the world would become more good or light. Pagans of this variety are rare, but often feel like they get more done without the hassle and clutter of pantheons and gods. They're smart, analytical, and occationally cynical.
Zoroastrian Pagan | | 95% | Shamanic Pagan | | 70% | Ecclectic Pagan | | 65% | Eastern Pagan | | 40% | Kabbalistic Pagan | | 35% | Celtic Pantheonic Pagan | | 25% | Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan | | 25% | Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru) | | 25% | Roman Pantheonic Pagan | | 20% | Greek Pantheonic Pagan | | 15% | Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans | | 15% | Catholic (Pagan?) | | 0% | </td>
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| Friday, February 16th, 2007 |
| 4:33 pm |
Ahhh!!!!! Screw this Dell piece of shit! I'm paying off my credit card and getting an ALIENWARE!!!!!
... friggin external hard drive doesn't want to read so now all my music, movies, and website files are gone. Now, every time I try to right click on a file to look at the properties or anything I have to clear 5 bullshit errors to get the menu. There's so many programs associated with it, it's all screwed up. Good thing I just used it to keep all the crap bogging down my main drive... but unfortunately it took years to get it all.
*puts on his stompy steel toes and kicks the shit out of it*
... now what's going on tonight?
P.S. - Ghost Rider was awsome. Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: NO MUSIC - IT'S ALL GONE |
| Thursday, February 15th, 2007 |
| 2:14 am |
It's Official
Trustfate Tattoo is doing preliminary work/sketches for my back piece... which will look something like: |
| Wednesday, February 14th, 2007 |
| 2:04 pm |
*sigh* Land of the Bear Land of the Eagle Land that gave us birth and blessing Land that pulled us Ever homeward We will go home across the mountains
We will go home We will go ho-me We will go home across the mountains
We will go home We will go ho-me We will go home across the mountains
Hear our singing, hear our longing We will go home across the mountainsEvery time I hear this song I feel lost. It's an old Pagan song that was incorporated in the King Arthur movie (which was a helluva lot better than I expected.) Am I the only one who has the nagging feeling in the back of their mind/psyche that we aren't where we belong in some way? I had a time in my life where I didn't dream (memorably) for years. All of the sudden I had a re-occurring dream of a place that I won't describe on here but perhaps in person. I had an overwhelming feeling of coming home whenever my dreams took me there. So much that I felt heartbroken everytime I woke from the dream. It was an amazing feeling. So... I wrote this of it at the time: In Dreams
Why am I always drawn to this place? A feeling I cannot trace
It almost feels like my true home Will it forever in my dreams roam?
There are trees at every turn A sense of peace I can't discern
It's always haunted my mind That this place I cannot find
Why can't this be My reality
There's never been a dream so real One that you can sense and feel
I feel the end drawing near I inhale this scene in fear
One last look Before they close the book
I feel my heart's joy break And realize I'm awake Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: Charlie Clouser - Zepp Overature |
| 1:04 pm |
Thinking Hurts... "I am beset by the ironies of my life."I'm not sure where I remember this quote from, but it rings true for me indefinately through recent retrospect. Not necessarily a bad thing, but I can't help but notice. So what are people doing for Capitalist Love Day?(I saw a friend of mine buy yet another nearly $500 hunk of shiney metal and rocks for his gf. I'm not saying I'd never do such a thing... but definately NOT when I could barely afford rent.) I'm not going to frett... I think I'll frag! WolfET tonight from 7-12. I still suck compared to the rest of those guys, but then again I just started playing. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Black Label Society - Bleed For Me |
| Sunday, February 11th, 2007 |
| 1:18 am |
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D and I ended our short relationship today on good terms. It's for the best of us both and we're still great friends. Current Mood: crappy |
| Tuesday, February 6th, 2007 |
| 10:44 pm |
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| Thursday, January 25th, 2007 |
| 11:27 am |
Up datin'
I'm happy to report that things are still going extraordinary well with "my lady." In fact... I'm taking her to GZ tonight. This could be interesting since the closest thing she's been to is Texan biker bars... but she's going to be in leather >:D Yeah that's right, I'm gonna have my head up high. (That sounds kinda bad... meh.) Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Spitfire - Prodigy |
| Monday, January 22nd, 2007 |
| 1:55 pm |
Note
I went on a date with a 35 year old... and loved every second of it. Omit any negative comments, cause I really don't care. |
| Friday, January 19th, 2007 |
| 5:02 pm |
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| 2:09 pm |
TATT
Ok, screw my old concept... this is what my tatt will be... with a few minor changes.  My compliments go to the artist |
| Friday, January 12th, 2007 |
| 1:28 pm |
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| Monday, January 1st, 2007 |
| 5:38 am |
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| Sunday, December 31st, 2006 |
| 8:38 pm |
Happy Fuckin New Year
Yeah, enjoy your night everyone. Get some extra kisses for me. Goddamnit. Current Mood: Why does nothing go right?Current Music: Far From Falling - From the Last Hello To the First Goodbye |
| Friday, December 29th, 2006 |
| 2:59 am |
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| Sunday, December 24th, 2006 |
| 7:00 pm |
Ugh
This is going to be my first solo holiday season in many years... I'm hating it. I miss being able to curl up with that special someone at the end of the night and just lie there staring out the window at the lights. Maybe it's just being cooped up and sick all week with no real contact to more than 3 people, but I've been feeling more than alone lately. Maybe, so far as to prevent any real connection with my only shot at a relationship so far. Guess I should be glad I'm working these two weekends. I don't know. There's just been WAY too much looming over my head the past 3 months. Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Type O Negative - Red Water |